Christmas stress (is real)

For me Christmas is the happiest time of the year. Christmas is more than the official celebration days. It lasts longer than that, because you have to prepare it beforehand. And even though I enjoy Christmas preparations, I get stressed. There is just so much to do. For a depressed person it might be a little overwhelming at times. And this year Christmas totally snuck up on me. I didn't see it coming. There are literally 14 days left to get everything done. That's not a lot you know. List would propably be really helpful, but I don't do lists. I wing it. That's how I deal with everything, which is propably why basicly nothing really works as well as it could. Not that I would worry about anything even though everything kinda goes just like what.

You know what's the funniest part. When you like to do things, but you are not good at them. That's me with Christmas. I have no idea how to cook. I can kinda decorate the house, but there's this thing that it usually requires cleaning, which I'm totally not good at. I recently learned the art of packing gifts, but I'm still kinda slow. I also love to get Christmas presents, but I'm just hopeless. My brain doesn't understand that working is kinda crucial when you are trying to come up with ideas. In the end the only thing going on in my mind is CHOCOLATE, CHOCOLATE, CHOCOLATE. (not helpful) Then comes the stress and you sit there like what the hell am I gonna do.

THE STRESS IS REAL!