First blog or whatever

So, this is my first blog.
I never thought that this day would come, but I guess there is nothing more therapeutic than sharing your crappy af life for anyone to read. I'd drink to that. (Just to be clear I mean juice in case you were thinking something else.)

Since I'm hella awkward and I literally have no idea how to make sense, this blog is propably going to be like an organized mess. Because I don't even know what imagination is, my first post is just going to be me talking about myself and what you can (but propably shouldn't in case I might disappoint you) expect from this blog.

Before we start I just wanna say that english isn't my first language so there are going to be mistakes, hopefully minor ones, but still don't come at me. 

So, who am I, that's something I wish I knew an answer to, but I'll just tell you what I know.
To make this easy for myself, I'm just gonna make a list.

BASICS

Name: Mari
Gender: female (I'm not exactly a girly girl though)
Age: 17
Height: 159 cm/ 5'2 ft
Country: Finland (it's that mouse shit sized little thing in Northern Europe between Sweden and Russia)
Family: parents and (annoying) little brother
Education: currently (struggling) in high school

FAVOURITES  

Colour: blue, purple, black
Animal: I don't believe in people who claim that they can decide
Food: pasta, tex mex, chicken, fast food
Drink: I have an unhealthy obsession with soda, but don't tell anyone
Movie/TV series: I watch so much tv that we would still be here 300 years after now if I told you so let's pass, okay I like Marvel movies and fantasy series' and so on (if anyone is interested maybe I'll do a post about tv in general and call it "My life that is TV", sounds like a spectacle)
Music genre: I listen to everything, pop, rock, metal, kpop, rap (I'm picky with that, but still)
School subject: Finnish
Candy: chocolate
Book: My absolute favorite is Half Bad -series, but I have many more

RANDOM THINGS (that actually matter, because that didn't tell anything about me yet)

Things I like to do: watch TV, read, write, surf on the internet, watch Youtube (a lot), draw, paint, arts in general, learn languages, learn about new cultures, sudokus, hang out with my friends, talk to people and so on
What am I like as a person: I would like to say that I'm very easy to approach, but currently I'm not, because even though I like talking to people I'm anxious and I try to look like the biggest bitch ever so I won't have to deal with anyone. I'm actually quite nice and easy to talk to, but I can be mean if necessary. Don't underestimate me, because I might be small, but if you get on my nerves or something like that I will fight you. I've been told that I'm funny, but I just think I'm stupid so I guess that's debatable. I have a lot of weird thoughts and my mind is dirtier than I would like to admit. (those are not related by the way) I'm very strong-minded and I can be kinda explosive so if I have decided something it's propably not a great idea to try to stop me unless you want to get hurt.
I have a lot of opinions and thoughts and I'm not afraid to talk out loud. I'm kinda childish and I love to play. I'm very true to myself and I don't change for anyone else. I am me, you like it or not.

The reason why I decided to start this blog is that I want to get rid of the stigma surrounding mental health issues. I also want to do this for myself. And for others. Maybe someone finds this entertaining or helpful or just random, but at least I'm doing it.

So what you can expect from this blog in the future is updates and more information about my situation and about mental health in general. You will propably get to know me better through my texts. Blogging only about depression and my problems would be well.. depressing, so there is going to be another content too such as things that I like, me talking crap about random stuff (suggestions are very much welcome) and everything else, that stays as a mystery for now, because I haven't really figured that out yet. Stay tuned for more awful humor and me being weird.

I bet this is enough awkwardness for one post so let's stop here.😂